Sunday, January 3, 2010

I laugh.. I laugh...

It is so funny to me that people (including Rebecca and Mic) are completely boggled by my swoon list addition.....

Why I am Team Jo:

1. She is organized.

2. She is great with kids.

3. She looks sassy in glasses

4. She has a sexy British accent

5. She has a driver.

6. She is really good at bossing people around

7. She isn't skinny

8. She makes me go rararrrarararrrrr..

that's all.

Back to watching the packers kick some Arizona ass.

And by watching, I mean sitting here with the laptop inserting comments about plays, hoping I am getting them correct as it turns my gal on when she thinks I know what is going on in sports games.

So far, by the amount of times she has leaned over to kiss me, I think I am doing alright!

OH! Before that, we are starting our biggest loser tomorrow. Mic and I decided that we would splurge this weekend and eat whatever we really feel like... kind of a fatties last hurrah.

At this moment, I am so ready for a f-ing detox, I could spit. Granted, my spit would probably be bacon flavored and smell of 5 Guys burgers. I always wonder what average sized people do in preparation to diet. I think it is COMPLETELY different then what a big girls preparation is. It just makes me realize what a crazy relationship I have with food when I kind of go into mourning the day before.

I am SO NERVOUS to walk into that gym tomorrow. I don't know why. I am a big girl, but there are many much larger men and women there. And, this is the first time that I don't have a connection to someone that runs the joint. In the last two gyms that I have belonged to I have known the owner and manager. I felt like they had their eye on me. Thankfully, this time I don't know a soul. Not even any of the queens in the hot tub trying to pick up other queens.

Cross your fingers for me, please. This is one thing that I am going to need some support for.

7 comments:

fullbellyahead said...

If it helps, most people have issues with the gym .... mine? I have awful locker room anxiety. I'm not butch by any stretch, but the short hair and androgynous-ness is enough to elicit a lot of double-takes. I also don't want to make anyone else feel uncomfortable with my queerness and, well, there's nothing I can do about that. I'm not sure that I love my new strategy of getting naked as fast as possible .. so as to alleviate any fears that there is a boy in the girls' locker room ... so yeah, no one is especially comfortable with the gym. We go for good reasons, right? So let's do.

Dani and Dru said...

Its great that you are going back to the gym! I hate going and I work for one! haha. We will start back again soon too. Oh and everyone says I look like JO. haha

jelly said...

walking into the gym the first day is hard, but you can do it.
keep your head up and your motivation will follow.

i think it is great what you are doing! i'm totally for it!

good luck friend.

Monkey Outlaw said...

Fingers crossed. I joined a Gym last month. Been going everyday ... and I'm not at all in shape. I just throw the Ipod in and work around the wall length mirrors.

:) Hang in there!

cindyhoo2 said...

So I cannot wait to hear how your gym experience went. My Iphone makes all my gym experiences manageable but the treadmill is still my evil mistress..... not even talking about the sadistic elliptical machine.

C.I.W. said...

Thank you all for your support. I was thinking of you all today when I was trying not to die. Xoxo

Jude said...

I give you a lot of credit for starting a program. Good luck with it and don't get discouraged, you can do it and you'll soon see some results of your hard work.