One benefit from this new workout/eat good rigamaroll is that it has taken my mind off the baby obsession.
We can't do anything about anything until May.
It has been a challenge to be in "expanding family" limbo (as many of you know). Now I can plan and prepare and get everything ready for RIGHT NOW. May will come soon. I can't make it come any sooner. Good health can be here NOW.
As I have mentioned many times before-- things happen for a reason... the universe has a plan for us all. When things went downhill and Mic lost her job and we decided not to TTC and move to foster/adopt-- I was sure nothing good could come of it. The universe shook it up a bit.... and look at the blessings that have come of it! Mic got an amazing job with reDONKulous potential for moving up in the company, we have a wonderful housemate that, when I think of her leaving, actually brings tears to my eyes... I am finding out my body's potential...and Mic and I are on the same page about our family plans.
I have never had an abundance of patience.... but I have always been good at counting blessings.
I *WILL* be a mother. If there is anything in my life I am sure about it is that. If it happens now or 2 years from now ... it WILL happen.
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