Sunday, December 13, 2009

I just

don't have that much to say.

I have been in this really odd "place" as of late. It is a mix of anxiousness,.... really really highs and sorta lows-ish. I have had no desire to be close to Mic, or anyone else. I haven't confided in friends, and really feel that I only have a couple I can go to and would feel as if they were wanting the best for me and our friendships.

I have been trying to keep my spirits up at work, get things done around the house and prepare for the holidays. It all seems to be a struggle.

Highs:

  • I got my running shoes, and I am excited to test them out... and hope I wont make too many heads turn when this big bidnizz starts lightly jogging *BAM BAM BAM BAM..ect..*
  • I figured out my "homemade" gift for the fam's this year-- I will post when I have one to show.
  • We are hosting no portions of christmas gatherings this year. Which means money saved and no decorations around the house!
I am done with this pity parade. Time to think positive, do the things I need to do to get me through this 'blech' .

6 comments:

jelly said...

you sound so bummed.
maybe the running/walking will boost you up?

and cupcakes. you must have cupcakes my friend.

are you on fb?

C.I.W. said...

yes! find me at

www.facebook.com/caseyward53214

Amy said...

What's up? I don't make the cut on friends you can confide in?

Adventures in Babymaking said...

It's a bleh time of year. Hope you feel a little merrier soon. I understand.

CJ said...

We all get into funks like that! I hope you find the magic cure to pull yourself out of it, they're no fun! Maybe a trip to the Fox Valley this weekend?!?!

P said...

Hope you feel better soon. We all have our ups and downs.