I have been in this really odd "place" as of late. It is a mix of anxiousness,.... really really highs and sorta lows-ish. I have had no desire to be close to Mic, or anyone else. I haven't confided in friends, and really feel that I only have a couple I can go to and would feel as if they were wanting the best for me and our friendships.
I have been trying to keep my spirits up at work, get things done around the house and prepare for the holidays. It all seems to be a struggle.
- I got my running shoes, and I am excited to test them out... and hope I wont make too many heads turn when this big bidnizz starts lightly jogging *BAM BAM BAM BAM..ect..*
- I figured out my "homemade" gift for the fam's this year-- I will post when I have one to show.
- We are hosting no portions of christmas gatherings this year. Which means money saved and no decorations around the house!