I will keep this short:
I work in sales and marketing. I, almost always, bring candy or goodies of some sort to my customers when I make calls.
Today at 3:15 I found myself alone in my shared office. There was 14 lbs of choclate candy 6 feet in front of me.
Has anyone detoxed from, oh, heroin or crack... because I am almost sure what how I was feeling was kinda like that. I was shaking... I had to stop myself from obsessing about it. There may have been salivating involved. I had to physically leave the office and do something else in order not to listen to the devil on my shoulder telling me to go get some. I had to self talk myself off of "the bridge".
As much as I wish this were a made up story... it isn't.
Youbettabelieve this is gonna come up with not-a-doctor tomorrow.
2 days ago