I am never going to try to set anyone up again. That was a horrible experience that ended in heartbreak for A and T's ex (current?? God only knows) girlfriend drunk and literally up in my face at a party on Saturday night.....ready to punch me out. I have never been in that position before, and I won't put myself there again. I cried like a four year old who just saw her kitten run over by an ice-cream truck. I am such a freakin' wuss. For me, I can say that what happened on Saturday night opened my eyes to a lot of things... and it was a learning lesson....like... I have to learn how to throw a punch. (harhar) Moving on with my normal (sometimes boring) life is just fine by me.
'A' is still on the top of my list. I really believe that part of all this happening the way it did was supposed to bring her into the lives of Mic, our friends and I. Everyone loves her... and she has fit in wonderfully with all of us. We are blessed! I have amazing friends in their place - each and every one of them offer something in my life that only THEY can offer. I may not have a huge list of friends, but the people I have in my life that I call 'friend' could never be replaced.
Things have been a whirlwind around my life. Training, ixnaying that dumb running idea, and signing up for the MS150 - a two day bike ride. I am even the captain for our team. I know. Who AM I?!??! Don't worry. I will post a link for any type of donations that you wish to be made. I was tossing around team names... "Big Bizniss on Bikes" "Roll with the Rolls!", "Bike with Bruts", But, because my team is made up of ridiculously fit people (minus Mic and I)... none of those would work.
I think I can do this. The ride is in August. I KNOW I can do this. g-dammit.
Only a couple of more months- and we can get started with Mission: Get-a-Kid. In the K-W Household, the topic has not come up much at all, which has really made time go by more quickly. We have been getting some general decorating done in the house. I have felt a little bit like we are renters, afraid to put things on the walls so we can have an easy departure. Truth is.. we own the damn house. We aren't moving anytime soon. I have been hanging pictures, getting a spring list together (top of that is having the roof done) and blahblahblah.
Enough babbling. Back to pretend work and facebook stalking.
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