Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Why did I do it?

I don't know why I did-- but I tested. It is WAY too early to test, but I thought-- eh, why not? Of course it was negative. I knew it would be. Suddenly-- eventhough I talk the talk.. now I have to walk the walk--- that this didn't really work. I AM okay with it, just moped a bit yesterday. I have to keep reminding myself-- if it isn't this time-- it may just be next time.... or the next.

I really wanted to be pregnant before I was 35. That gives me one more try.

This past weekend we spent a wonderful morning out at my mom and dads. They were thrilled to see us. We also went to get firewood.... it was a sloppy rainy day. We were given rain slickers... and sent down to the woods.

Here we are... I'm playing the part of the Gordon Fisherman.

Geek I am.


Anonymous said...

Don't think that way! Envision it and it will happen. Wait, did I just say that?

C.I.W. said...

yes, oprah. you did.