the kind words that you all have left and the time taken to read my "woes" are so helpful.. you have no idea... or maybe you do.
It feels a little bit better to know that I am not the first person to feel the way I do.
The moving date has been moved up. I want her to be able to heal and if I am around.. that isn't going to happen.
I have to get into my apartment-- and get it ready for Caseworker III to do a home inspection. Lets get back on this roller coaster :)
2 days ago