Thursday, December 9, 2010

2nd time 'round

We got our second call...

As we were getting all set to call the social worker to tell her that "it's a go!"... I got an email from her stating they decided the 2 day old was too high risk. Birth mom had several other tpr's (very recently)... but no prior children with this baby daddy. So, they don't know what he is going to do. Um. Call him. Ask. Not rocket science.

I cried.

I am fine now. It will happen. This little spirit will find his or her way to our hearts and home.

There is a slight possibility that I have gained all 11.8lbs back in the last two days. Did I actually think I wasn't an emotional eater?

hahahahahahah.
right.

For now I look forward to my parents returning from Florida for the holidays. I miss them.

6 comments:

Mark said...

You need a Mother's hug right about now.
Your Friend, m.

paradykes said...

I am so sorry, I know how hard it is to get so close and have the rug pulled out from under your feet. You'll be in my prayers and thoughts tonight and i'm sending big hugs your way.

Amy said...

That really, really sucks. I'll have a dream soon, I'm sure. Hang in there.

Should I get you that cat poster?

Amy said...

PS Yellow snowperson coming your way! Let me know when you have more room on the fridge!

Angie said...

omg. hug hug hug hug hug hug hug!!!!!!!! love you!!!!

Mel's Way or No Way said...

What a rollercoaster! I would be eating everything in sight.

I would just keep saying to myself, "it will happen when it's right." Easier said than done, huh?