Mic and I had a heart to heart. She doesn't want this as much as I.
My heart is breaking.
I don't know what this means for a future with a family.
For the last three days I have been walking around in a crazy daze, and my head is spinning. I have never seen my life without a child in it.
Frustration sets in.
I have been praying.. and just putting this in the hands of God. He has a plan for me. My life isn't ending. Who knows what the future holds.
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